~1peluang~

“Peluang yang besar itu datang secara tiba-tiba…datang tidak menentu masa..datang di saat kita kesempitan atau kesusahan. Nilailah peluang itu dengan secara bijaksana. Rebutlah peluang yang besar itu, kerana peluang yang besar itu boleh berlalu dengan tiba-tiba. Jangan jadikan seribu alasan untuk tidak merebut peluang yang besar itu”!

NO MATTER WHAT,NO MATTER WHEN,

NO MATTER WHEN IT DOESNT AT ALL MAKE SENSE,

DO NOT LEAVE YOUR LOVE LETTER'S COMPILATION (AL-QURAN),

IT IS THE LAST THREAD TO SANITY EVEN IF EVERYTHING ELSE FAILED..

~life breaks us all, but in the, we are stronger in the broken places~

~ cuti oh cuti~

haila...

pejam celik pejam celik hmpir 1bln dh ak bercuti rupenyer...

skejap je kn dh 1 bln..

tp xdak paper hasil pn spjg musim cti ni..huhu

dlu be4 cti bkn main lg nk abes kn time cti ngn kje,tp skang...hampehhh..

aiyooo...angan hanya tggl angan..xpe la,nk wtcmne dh mmg di takdirkn cti ni ak lepak kt umh aje..

tp spjg ni la kn,sudi gak la lin jenguk negeri ak ni ngeh3..

timekacih lin..sori x smpt nk bg prsent brthday ko..

hope ko puas ati la dpt tgk TC ngn mata kepala ko sndri wlaupn de insiden yg x spatutnyer brlaku..hahaha

neway,sudilah hendaknyer ko dtg lg ek..

kpd kengkaan yg len,jmput la mai juge,jgn segan2 naa..

ermm lmbt nyer nk tggu bln 7,nk blik uia smula..hehe

xpe la,kte pejam celik pejam celik lg tggu smpi bln 7 na,jap je 2..ngeee

~SURAT....~

SURAT DARI SETAN UNTUK MU
Aku melihatmu kemarin, saat engkau memulai aktiviti harianmu.
Kau bangun tanpa sujud mengerjakan subuhmu
Bahkan kemudian, kau juga tidak mengucapkan ' Bismillah ' sebelum memulai santapanmu, juga tidak sempat mengerjakan shalat Isha sebelum berangkat ketempat tidurmu
Kau benar2 orang yang bersyukur, Aku menyukainya
Aku tak dapat mengungkapkan betapa senangnya aku melihatmu tidak merubah cara hidupmu.
Hai Bodoh, Kamu millikku.
Ingat, kau dan aku sudah bertahun-tahun bersama,
dan aku masih belum bisa benar2 mencintaimu .
Malah aku masih membencimu, karena aku benci Allah.
Aku hanya menggunakanmu untuk membalas dendamku kepada Allah.
Dia sudah mencampakkan aku dari surga, dan aku akan tetap memanfaatkanmu sepanjang masa untuk mebalaskannya
Kau lihat, ALLAH MENYAYANGIMU dan dia masih memiliki rencana-rencana untukmu dihari depan.
Tapi kau sudah menyerahkan hidupmu padaku,
dan aku akan membuat kehidupanmu seperti neraka.
Sehingga kita bisa bersama dua kali dan ini akan menyakiti hati ALLAH
Aku benar-benar berterimakasih padamu, karena aku sudah menunjukkan kepadaNYA siapa yang menjadi pengatur dalam hidupmu dalam masa2 yang kitajalani

Ayuhlah, Hai Bodoh, kita terbakar bersama, selamanya.
Aku masih memiliki rencana2 hangat untuk kita.
Ini hanya merupakansurat penghargaanku untuk mu.
Aku ingin mengucapkan ' TERIMA KASIH ' kerana sudah mengizinkanku
memanfaatkan hampir semua masa hidupmu.
Kamu memang sangat mudah dibodohi, aku menertawakanmu.
Saat kau tergoda berbuat dosa kamu menghadiahkan tawa.
Dosa sudah mulai mewarnai hidupmu.
Kamu sudah 20 tahun lebih tua, dan sekarang aku perlu darah muda..
Jadi, pergi dan lanjutkanlah mengajarkan orang-orang muda bagaimana berbuat dosa.
Yang perlu kau lakukan adalah merokok, mabuk-mabukan, berbohong, berjudi, bergosip, dan hiduplah se-egois mungkin.
Lakukan semua ini didepan anak-anak dan mereka akan menirunya.
Begitulah anak-anak .
Baiklah, aku persilakan kau bergerak sekarang.
Aku akan kembali beberapa detik lagi untuk menggoda mu lagi.
Jika kau cukup cerdas, kau akan lari sembunyi, dan bertaubat atas dosa-dosamu.
Dan hidup untuk Allah dengan sisa umurmu yang tinggal sedikit.
Memperingati orang bukan tabiatku, tapi diusiamu sekarang dan tetap melakukan dosa, sepertinya memang agak aneh.
Jangan salah sangka, aku masih tetap membencimu.
Hanya saja kau harus menjadi orng tolol yang lebih baik dimata ALLAH.
~pkir lah dan renungkn lah~

~what would u do??~

what would u do if every time u feel in love u had to say good-bye?

what would u do if ur best friend died tomorrow & u never got to tell them how u felt?

what would u do if every time u wanted someone they would never be there?

what would u do if u loved someone more than ever & u couldnt have them?

what would u do if u never got the chance to say i am friends with all of my family & they know i love them?

if u died tomorrow,(God forbid), u would be in my heart. would i be in yours???

i look up 2 u, respect u,truly cherish u, most of all i care about friends.let old friends know u haven't forgotten them, & tell new friends u never will.

so, i just wanted to say,even if i never talk to u again in my life, u are special to me & u have made a difference in my life.

~amacam what would u do if this happen 2 u??~

between living well or living hell, we've made our choices & we've made it through!!

no matter how hard how bad,its not the end of the world...YET

~xtaw nk post pe??

ok dh lme ak x mencoret kn kata2 d blog ku ini..

tp pe yg perlu ko coret kan..hailaaa

sume duk post psal tournament bowling yg team ak mng,tp ak x sempat pn nk post(xsempat ke mls??)..

n dorg pn duk post psl dinner quest yg trbaru ni,tp ak still xsempat nk post..nape ek??

aiyoo sndri tyne,sndiri jwb lor..

xpe mybe ak xde idea yg btol2 yg perlu ak coret kn..tggu mse yg sesuai,idea yg baek punyer bru ak post.ngehaha

tp ble??ntah tggu je lah..

~something have across my mind~

ermm..korg percye pd cinta x..??
what do u think about those statement that claimed love is everything,..

1..death a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal..
2..love is like antique vase, hard to find hard to meet, but easy to break..
3..a memory of true love is like a favourite song; no matter how many times it plays again, u never get tired of it..
4...a good love is like a computer, u can enter my life, save u in my heart, scan & format ur problems, copy & paste ur kindness & never delete u from my memory..
5...sometimes there are moment in life when u miss someone so much that u juz want to pick them from ur dreams & hug them for real...

~ haa ape mcm...ape komen korg???
aiyooo byk jiwang lor..tp bg certain org, above statement is true!!
so sng ckp,is depend on individu tu sndiri how they want to interprete love in their life..
tp ak percye one thing.."dont find love, let love find u, thay's why it called falling in love, bcoz..u dont force ur self to fall, u juz fall..."
ish pe ak merapu, merepek ni..x kisah la pape pn,sbb 2 ak post entry ni bcoz it just sj suke2..ngee
kalo korg bce ni,kompem xcye ak boleh tlis mendalah2 ni sume..haha

~balik kampung~

..aiyoo org dok jogging ktorg dok men2..

ermmm...blik kg?? ade ape ngn blik kg...?

hehe..sbnrnyer nk cter sket yg ak telah balik kg time cti thaipusam dis week..nk taw g mne?? jeng3..p SUNGAI PeTANI..umh sape??mesti lh umh izzati.. thanks to zati coz invite me to ur house..ei gumbire rsenyer.. bkn senang nk p negeri org ni..kui3 perjlnan dr kl memakan mse hmpir 5 ke 6 jam menaiki bas..ak bersama2 k.umi,fatin n of coz la zati skali join this trip.. fuhh sakit pggang gua naik bas 2,dh la duk seat 2nd last dr belakang..can u imagine..ngee!!! lg sa2,dh la mamat yg duk blakang seat ktorg duk brborak jer kjer dorg..cuba lah tdo ataupun lelap sket,aman sket rse duk dlm bas..bahasa yg dorg ckp plak ya ampun pekat gler utara,x phm ak apekebende yg dorg ckp wlaupn ak mmg bkn org utara..haha punyer la sdp gler tdo dlm bas 2(sdp ker??) ,sedar2 jer ktorg dh smpi sg.petani dlm kul 3lbih pg..sgt mengan2k la.. ingt kn ble smpai umh zati nk tdo,tp alih2 sume dok celik biji mata dok on9 smpi la subuh pn m'jelma..huhu haa nk taw x pas subuh ktorg g mne??ktorg plan nk g jogging,tp smpi kt park 2 x nmpk park pn nmpk org jer yg brduyun2..punyer la rmai org brjogging..ktorg pe lg,join the group la..ish lupe plak ktorg brsantai2 jer kt park 2smpai la waktu blik..daaa

~can somebody help me~

oh my God..what should i do..?
can someone tell me what should i do,what the next step should i take,what the next thing should i think..?all the things right now seems to be out of control..how could this happen to me..~
msti korg curious kn pe actually hppen kt ak..
sbnrnyer cmni,ak dlm dilemma,eh xde la dlm category dilemma sgt,its more to rse b'salah at the 1 side & another side rse cm terikat pd janji plak.what people called is 'di telan mati emak, diluah mati bapak' yke pepatah ni cm pelik jer.ah hentam sje lah,at least de gak bunyik yg lebih kurg..
ak dh jnji ngn ayh ak about sth yg related to money la, also related to my uncle yg nk kwen.. tp thank Gd everything dh setel during holiday ari2..ak plak sengal g stuju je promise 2 tanpa pkir btol2 dlu consequence yg bakal b'laku if i dare to take the risk if sth happen..
tp the probs here is about to make those promise as a secret to my mom..tibe2 nk di jd kn cter,mak ak dh bgtaw sth kt ayh ak yg mne perkara 2 also related to that particular money..
in fact ak xtaw menahu pn about the things yg mak ak ckp kt ayh ak 2,smpi lh ak taw after ak dh stuju nk rahsiakn pe yg ak dh jnji kt ayah ak 2..ak rse cm 'dushh' ~aiyarkk~
1 side ak dh jnji ngan ayh ak,another side ak rse b'salah coz rhsiakn sesuatu from my mom yg mne kalo mak ak taw psl perkara yg ak rhsiakn 2,msti die kcewa kn..sedih pn iye juge..
ye la msti mak ak x expect perkara yg ak rhsiakn 2 related ngn pe yg mak ak ckp kt ayh ak...aiyoo pe yg perlu ak buat skang ni..
perlu ke ak juz keep the promise untill my dad yg in4m sndri kt my mom?
should me in4m kt my mom what is actually happen?
should i juz ignore what is going on right now until the right time is coming?
what will my mom do if she find out that i'm was complot with my dad?
arghhh ak dh xleh pkir..
sesape de idea, nk kasi ak nasihat ke,pe ke, korg di alu2kn..as long as mende 2 x buat ak rse cm org jht yg betray his own family..tp nk wt cmne,terlajak perahu boleh di undur,trlajak kata..hah jdi lh mcm ak ni ha..isk3.
hopefully prtolongn yg ak kasi kt uncle ak 2,akn berbaloi la dng pe yg ak faced right now..huhu~

bowling time

yuhoo..
gmbr ni amek be4 the day ktorg clebrate new year.hehe
ktorg lyn pmen bowling kt times..1st time bg k.ummi ngn atiq dorg men bowling.
not bad la girlz..leh la kte set up team utk bowl tournament QS nnt ek.haha
kire okey la tu 1st time men x cmpk bola ke blakang.kui3
tp ak de pengalamn cmpk bola ke belakang juge,malu siott..seb baek kt megamall ktn n org x rmai mse 2..kalo kt times xtaw mne nk sorok muka yg dh blush smpi klh revlon pnyer blusher.haha
yg xpuas ati nyer adik2 ak ngn cousins ak duk bantai b'rdekah2 ketawa smpai b'guling2 tgk aksi spontan ak 2,bkn nyer nk tlong cover ke pe,kureng btol dorg nie..1 more thing de ke patut cousin ak ltk gmbr ak kt fs die ckp ak "ratu longkang"..what the...
tragedi memalukn itu akn ku smpan jd kenangn pahit bg ku.huhu..
let it be the 1st n last ak wat kje gitu,org bling bola ke depan,ak bntai nyer bling ke blakang..ngee
so,pd sape2 yg rse2 nk test men bowling ngn ak,korg di alu2kn..all r invited..hehe

lg rmai lg,the more the merrier!!

give 1sec to think

Copied from someone's blog...
doesnt it give a sense about sth which naturally across my mind where there have the real meaning behind it for those who can feel through it..
You never have to choose between work and enjoyment. You can do both.
You can choose to do work that you enjoy. You can also choose to enjoy whatever work you do.
The work you do enables you to create value. The work you do while enjoying yourself enables you to create immense and highly meaningful value.(valueless)
There is a reason why you have chosen to do the work you do. Explore that reason, connect it with your deepest purpose, and you'll find a way to enjoy whatever the task may be.
One of your most persistent driving desires is to make a difference. Enjoy the fact that you have the opportunity to work at things that will indeed make a difference.
Work with enjoyment and gratitude. Not only will your work bring rewards, you'll also find that your work is itself a great reward.
ermm...speechless la ble bce about those things ni..
mcm relate je ngn myself,anyway u'll know it after u give a try for that thing..

ermmm

ermm,1st of all,today,arini..
thanks 2 k.ummi yg tlh menolong sy utk m'update'kn sy pnyer antivirus.haha..cm klakar je bunyi kn,tp itulah cternyer,nk update antivirus pn kne mntk tolong org..
hrp2 pasni bersih la dr virus2 sekalian alam yg ada.kui3
2 je la,len kali smbung lg..he2

nEW Ye@R LOr...

alhamdulilah..thun bru menjelma juge..
meningkat la usiaku.huhu
erm kalo nk rewind blik memories 2008 byk gler,manis ade pahit pn de..
tp ble kenang blik,nk trgelak pn ad..sedih pn ade..satu thun yg pnuh cabaran sudah pn di lalui..
dugaan,halangan,pancaroba & segala mcm lg la di harungi..
thanks 2 my fmily,all my fwen yg sme2 susah senang dlm menempuh hidup ini..
jse mu akan senantiasa dikenang oleh daku..hehe
well, let bygone be bygone..
life must go on..
buka bku baru,azam baru,misi bru,visi bru n sume la yg bru2..
nk cter psl pe ek..new year celebration..
last year celeb ngn men bowling,dis year pn sme juge tp plus ngn lepak kt ptrajaya plus tgk bunga api...hehe
xde la beza sgt pn juz rse ngan2k je..
hopefully dis new year will bring benefits,goods,sweet memories n so on to me..
akan ku tabah m'hadapi segala dugaan yg melanda pd thun ini pula..insyallah
to all my fwen,gud luck in ur life 2,n jgn lupe dis end of year kte akn buat praktikal,huhu tkutnyer..
last but not least,hepi new year n semoga berjaya!!!